Remember to remember

Wherever I go I am.
I removed myself from one place and put myself into another.
Uprooted, replanted.

To move a household is not uncomplicated. There are many things that need to fall into place and many things that can go wrong. Some of them did. I kept my presence through good and bad, stayed with the core no matter what. There were things that I didn’t like. But, interestingly, when I stop demanding that that the world should satisfy my desires, needs, wants, expectations, those things mean NOTHING.

Wherever I go I am.

Nothing changes. Or: everything changes but I don’t.
I can plan as much as I want. It’s not me who decides the outcome. Nothing changes. If I remember that I am just a spectator everything is easy. If I forget and think I’m the one running the show everything is difficult.

Last evening in Barbados

It doesn’t matter if others don’t do what I want.
It doesn’t matter if things go wrong.
It doesn’t matter if things go perfectly.
It doesn’t matter if I’m swept away by emotion.
I am what I am through it all. I hold on to the innermost beingness.
Wherever I go I am.
At every turn the universe provides me with what I need. Not necessarily with what I want. But what I need.
What I receive is what I am. What I give is what I am.
Happiness is always present.
I sometimes forget to see.
Remembering is bliss!
Always remember to remember.
Being-Consciousness-Bliss
That is the core.