I twirled around there for a while experiencing it fully, noticing how it had operated since time immemorial, how it had operated in my own life and in others’.
Then I saw how extremely brief a lifespan is. I saw it wasted on so many unnecessary things and misunderstandings, when there is only one thing that matters.
LOVE of course – which we already have! We were born with it. It’s always with us. Nothing else matters. Nothing.
Feel it in your heart.
I let go, went deeper and started to feel embraced by the sweetest love, the deepest love and my heart cracked open a little bit and I rested there.
I felt like we were all little children busy with securing pleasure and eliminating discomfort. It’s nothing wrong with that but I also saw our extreme lack of perspective, our clinging to things and people. I saw our desire for appearing successful and happy, even to the cost of BEING successful and happy. And I felt love. I was engulfed in love. Love ran in my veins.
My heart grew and softened.
I saw our anger at the world for not being the way we want. I saw our anger at ourselves for not being the way we want.
I saw it because for a moment I wasn’t in it. I was out of it. Out of the world and out of myself. Yet completely in it all.
In that sphere there were no questions at all. Only rest and stillness. There was no need to solve any problems because there were no problems. Everything was just the way it should . Even though I personally wished for at least some things to be different :-) everything was still just as it should.
Here is a brief translation of what was largely a wordless experience:
(Try to read each line three times slowly and notice how you feel!)
Nothing needs to be different.
There is no need to fix anything.
There is no need to prove anything
There is no need to control anything or anyone
I am complete the way I am
I don’t need approval or validation
I am completely free
Nothing sets me apart
We are one
I am infinitely loved
What did you feel? (Feel free to share it in the comments below or privately here)
I am falling deeper and deeper in love! May I never stop falling! I’m inviting you to fall with me.